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Music and one-way streets

March 14, 2007

         I woke up on the wrong side of the bed today! I slept for many hours, having taken another sleeping pill (though I try my best not to be dependent on that) and even after more than 8 hours of sleep, I was still melancholic. Got up right away with every intention to head out to the gym and get my mood on an up swing. Got dressed, packed up my gym backpack only to stay at home coz I wanted to eat mango and wait for taho :) It never came but at least I had my fruit.Only had crackers last night and again this morning. Why? did not feel like eating. Just not in the mood for a lot of things. I vowed to work on my mood so from the time I woke up, I was listening to bodyjam tracks to get into my dancing self. You know what they say, when you don't feel too good, you feel lousy and very unattractive, that is the perfect time to get all dolled up, primmed with your best ensemble and make a major effort to look good! That is exactly what I did. My current favourite gear are my dri-fit dance camouflage pants, black tank top and (I love these shoes) my white air max isletas (log on to www.nikewomen.com.ph) Why are these my favourite? Very comfy, looks hot and the best part, all for free! Thank you and much love to Tony Atayde of Nike Philippines for these! 

        I was early for work. Made sure that I wouldn't be late because I did not want that to add to my stress. Been listening and practicing choreography for class later and that has already elevated my mood. Start board work and that was the roll. Back to back great songs - brandy and heavy D's "rock with you", next "too close", then Crystal Waters "Say If you feel alright",  colour me badd "I wanna sex you up"……I am in a definite upswing! Thank God for music. My partner rico is a saviour today. He is making me smile and enjoy my day at work. Now I don't feel so lonely and confused anymore. I will get answers to the questions in my head. The answers will come out without my having to ask. sometimes asking so you understand better gets you into trouble. I should have known better.

         They say the problem you have with people is usually a manifestation of a problem you have within yourself. A dilemma you ought to address about yourself, to yourself. More work for this lady in construction then! 

        Have you ever felt like you just want to leave? Leave everything behind and go to a place where no one knows you? Where you can re-invent yourself and create the person you have always wanted to be? Just up and leave! When you get to the dead-end of a one-way street, there is no where else to go but up…..up and leave. 

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