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Yet another sleepless night!

March 15, 2007

      I never slept last night! Not even for a minute, not a second and I am surprised I am as energetic as I am and migraine-less! Though I am not faking it, I am putting in the extra effort just so my work wont be affected. How many more nights of this I wonder? I can not afford to not sleep again tonight because I have an early day tomorrow and a jampacked day! And I definitely do not want to take another pill.

      I have brought this upon myself. Things will have to change. Dr.Phil mentioned in either his book, his show or on Oprah that if something is not working, change it to one that does! So a lot of changes! That's what is needed.I thought about this as I was journalling in my phone last night, a feature in my treo I have never taken advantage of.

       I was chatting with an old friend earlier, while on board at the station. He was in the Philippines for 6 days but I did not get to see him. He had some very kind and flattering words spoken of as a result of my pics on friendster. He said I did not give myself as much credit. That I am my worst critic. And one more thing that hit me - where is the Gelli so full of life and vibrant? Good question. 

       This too shall pass….

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        I had to take my baby to the vet today.We were both sitting by the stairs, staring blankly at the horizon and the next thing I know, her right eye was bleeding. Talk about panic! I have never gotten dressed soooo fast. She is fine now. I am going to pick her up right after board work. I can not wait to have her in my arms again. Going home knowing that she was left behind at the vet was the saddest moment for me. Not today, of all days….Just not today. Come to think of it, never when it comes to my baby. 

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